if this kind of living longer, the more boring it seems? all have to be a fake, phony and fake. to track him down so hard, takes a long time to wander to find this truth. but ends with a blurry results later. ough better to be a tree that can hit all the storms in the face of this earth! but if there is no chance, the last choice is dying in eternity. than living in falsehood and cliches. I think the latter is the most sensible way out.